latest episode of CM is FUCKING good. literally. (tho it wasn't a happy ending)
watched New Moon with my SIS today. it's good too! i wouldn't say VERY good but i guess i'd give it 7/10?
wanna watch Couples Retreat!

TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN.


top right, TAEMIN.

loving this korea boyband now, LOVING.
Kim Jonghyun (bottom centre) is pretty hawt, too.
YEAHYEAH call it what you like 'infatuation' blabla SO WHAT IDFC!
Oh yeah i've been watching their MV for 123891283213times everyday for like a week now.
AND IM STILL NOT SICK OF IT HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

alritey enough ranting there.
mummy's taking us shopping on thurdays! PURE SHOPPING, she said. she even asked sis to take the day off so we could shop together!
*rubs hands* GONNA BE A SPREE!!

U.D.D.E.R.S Green tea ice cream please.
DURIAN!
gah.

2012 was pretty nice! surprised to see that a few actors/actresses in it had acted in CM(CRIMINAL MINDS) BEFORE!
dam, why didn't they ask MGG to be part of the cast! buaha.
1 of the geologists (or something-ists) in 2012 even acted as one of the SERIAL KILLERS in CM b4!
and daughter of the president played as a Miss Barnes in S5 CM.
criminal minds is really an addiction.
MGG MGG MGG.

OH RIGHT. The actress as the wife of the writer is the leading actress from A LOT LIKE LOVE.
can't describe how much i love this movie. even up till now i rewatch it sometimes. I LOVE IT!
idk about others but i think she's really pretty + attractive.

korean is nice.
i wanna learn it!
my newest ringtone is Ring Ding Dong by SHINee. I think it's NICE.



Try again, fail again. Fail better

never fails to surprise me how contradicting life can be, much less people. like seriously!
much too often, people just do the EXACT opposite of what they feel, what they want.
BUT im not jumping on it, `cause I do it myself sometimes.

gonna just write this entry in the random sequence of thoughts that i have from this point on.

my back still fucking hurts.
that mosquito that bit me is seriously poisoned or something i tell you. one particular bite that it gave me on my hand. it has turned FUCKING big without me scratching it and stuffs. it's SCARY.
daddy and mummy is going for genting on sunday. morning.
i wanna watch 2012.
and My girlfriend is an agent, too.
the new stage that came out on my game (Lunia) is freaking hard. the boss is hardcore.
jus saw the chalet pictures on fb, i must admit it was pretty fun. though the 'alcoholics' sorta frenzied on getting each other drunk. i can never understand why.
about work ytd. packing FREAKING 4200 goodie bags. still can't figure out why my back hurts so bad, hmm. OH and i kope-ed towels. took a bloo one at first but i saw the orange and i WANTED it.
took it. >.>
hungry. imma eat those ben&jerry's in the fridge l8er.
OH CRIMINAL MINDS EP8 IS OUT. MGG!
wonder if i'll ever get that call from those 2 jobs i have applied for. GAH.
2nd day. SUCK.
wanna eat U.D.D.E.R.S's green tea flavour ice cream + icekimo's DURIAN WAFFLE.

that's all for today.
TOODLES.

locked my entries for so dam long o_o

WELL.
it's hols atm. i'm stil awaiting to see if i can get this job selling chocolate (I REALLY HOPE I CAN GET IT!)
elsewise ive been nua-ing. playing. watching dl-ed shows. CRIMINAL MINDS. (MGG!)
can't say i h8 leading an idle life. HAHAHA. but i'd prefer working and getting moolah for SHOPPING. dont you think!

some lecture grp chalet coming up on weds at freaking changi. still undecided if i wanna go.
kinda tempted by bbq food tho. ARGH.


i have so many things i wanna buyyyyy but i gotta earn the dam moolah first. totally, totally sucks. every inch of it.
oh well. if i manage to get a suitable part time i'll continue working into after school starts! den i can shop more! MORE!!

mummy's bday today, daddy's in 2.
we wanted to get a durian cake from this store (some pretty known brand but i can't rem exactly).
BUT THE FREAKING AUNTIE WAS FIDDLING HER FOOT WIF HER FINGERS!
how disgusting is that!?
mom saw it and she instantly retreated from the store in aghast and our desire for that durian cake sorta diminished rapidly.
yeah. we bought a vanilla cake from Polar something in the end. at least the people here seemed professional, wore gloves and stuffs.

we're going out for dinner now!


p/s: at michelle, sry girl that i dint reply to u that older post i seldom look at comments part! xD

no school today, worked though, cpf e-submission blabla yada. tomorrow too.
have so many freaking projects to complete. the next's deadline is on monday.
and i'm so, so.... god idk wut would even be a word close to describing it.
worked with ys today, af had lunch with us. MOS burger.
was late. as expected, i suppose.
job went well.
and i'm surprised how 'gian peng' singaporeans can be. (shall not elaborate in detail)
i want to earn a lot of money during nov holidays.
i wanna fly to some far away country to have fun.







help me

so full of it, you have no idea.
mounting.

im in the bedroom, on the laptop.
on the bed. it's actually pretty comfortable.

it was a boring-er than normal friday. school, was pretty dam tired too. project meeting after.
no need to elaborate.
and anw, we have like 5 freaking outstanding projects that are all dued on the same week in october.
how sick is that.

i can already picture many groups scrambling to rush out their projects during the week before.
going into a frenzy. oh well. things will work out.

headed home after, the weather was bad. raining pretty heavily, and it jus felt more annoying than usual, for some reason.
u noe, that type of sticky sticky feeling on your skin? feels so unclean.
but i gotta admit, i like the coolness of the air after the downpour. weather past few days has been hot like crap, and it feels good to have a cooling feeling.
perfect for napping/sleeping.

rmit bash is tomorrow, at zirca. someplace at clarke quay.
heard there is gonna be cross dressers to start off the whole thing, heard they were PRETTY.
that oughta be interesting.

feels like life have been pretty mundane for me lately.
piling up on locked entries.
i'm x-forming into an emogirl. lol.

gonna watch some criminal minds.

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

woke up earlier than i needed to for class today.
woke at 6 thinking it was a 830 class when it was a 10.
and couldn't sleep after i went back home since i drank quite a big cup of coffee before.

class was boring.
did not pay much attention, as always.

had lunch with ys, af.
nothing much special happened today actually.
test coming up tomorrow tho, hadn't even touched it yet, i'm so screwed.


run.

worked at an event this weekend. sorta selling cupcakes for charity, and proceeds goes to The Strait's Time's Pocket Money Fund. buy 2 for $2, and you can decorate your cupcakes for free with icing+those rain/chocolate sprinkles, yada yada.

first day i was selling em. second - today, i was helping the kids with them.
some were soooo cute you have no idea. you just can't help but smile when you look at them. girls were really sweet/shy/coy. boys even.
but like everything else, there're exceptions, of course.

this one boy. he was omg-omg-omg-ly-rude.

'hellloooo do you wan any help with your cupcake?'
/stares. ' i don't want you. i wan the chef. call the chef here.' (there were couple of bakers there in those white thingys that chefs do wear.)
'uhm, i can do it for you too, why not tell me what you want, and i'll help you?'
'no i want the chef.'
'....' *deep breaths. 'but the chef is not very free atm, let me help you, okay? i reallyyyy know how'
*stares* 'oh well okay OKAY come here than!'

o_o
see.
it's not as polite as it sounds, it's impossible to do a direct translation of this from chinese.

there were others, im too lazy to type.

met some very nice people.

looking at those kids being 100% happy and more from just making cupcakes, i envy them.



i wanna be a child again, i wanna be happy