because you so obviously don't seem to want me in your life very much,
i guess i'll just disappear

so much have happened since the last post, SO FREAKING MUCH.

these are @ the top of the list:

K-Pop night (where there is SHINee, TAEMIN, OFC :D)
Trip to Europe w/ family
U Kiss Fansign+Concert
!!!!!

K-pop night was freaking awesome, totally loved SHINee, too bad JongHyun could not come due to his injury.
loved FT Island (leaning towards SeungHyun) & Big Bang (leaning towards G Dragon/Taeyang) too!
Crazy guys are crazy - fans of SNSD.
some guy actually fainted i think, when snsd went off stage he was carried out by a bunch of pinkies. (guys wore pink this night to support SNSD -_-)

ching may's brother was crazy over SNSD too, the expression on his face even after the concert was LOL, hahahahahahahaha.

totally miss europe now, the trip there seemed like some kind of dream!
can't believe 12 days flew by so freaking fast, damit.
i really hope to go there again!
could have a chance @ that next year if i actually do go for the summer program @ SIM during July, where the Uni I'll be going to will be in UK, London.
oh well, we'll see!

totally did not shop enough, but then again, when have i ever shopped enough, LOL.

@ U kiss fansign, shoke SooHyun's hand while getting the autograph, when his hand shoke mine my other hand just reached out to cover his LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA he's cute!
All of them are! but i'd really have loved it if i had also got the chance of speaking w/ Kevin/Alexander T_T
but well like i said, all of them are awesome.

and, I STILL LOVE SHINee. TAEMIN!!! <3<3<3

hahahahahaha.

been idling & slacking away, spending money this freaking holiday, i know i now seem like some worm just worming thru mud everyday, but i LOVE IT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

have to pia driving lessons next week onwards since my PDL expires 8th Jan, 2011, DAMIT!

wow, it's already September.
i don't even recall where the past 8 months went.
we have submitted all our projects, to much much relief.
and yet within a month we got our finals coming..
but i must say, this sem to me, i have this feeling im gonna have the most difficulting reviewing content taught.
but no stress, stress is just gonna make it worse.
spent a f**king shitload of money this past week, 1 of which include buying an A|X watch -
supposedly a replacement for my 'surprising-gone-missing- fossil watch.
the day RIGHT after i bought the watch, mom watch my old watch in a tissue box.......

that's just sad.

and the biggest thing to look forward to as of now would be SHINee coming to Singapore again!
October 23rd is gonna be the day i hear Lucifer live, i'm so freaking excited about it.
there're other bands, the hotter of which include Big Bang & SNSD!

some things happening lately makes me think a lot. a lot of .. idk how to describe it but well.

my friends are stressing out over the nearing deadlines and the upcoming test on monday, and i keep telling them to just chill out and take it easy.

i always say/think, stressing yourself out will just make everything go worse, butttt some of my friends just end up stressing themselves out. oh well!

for some reason i'm feeling down right now.

august, a freaking cramped and busy month.
but once it's over everything will be slower-paced, so i am really, really looking forward to that.

there should be a mood labeled 'Suicidal'.

lame bool sheet.
throat hurts, nose itching.
falling sick?

next week's timetable sucks.

so i just did my hair at JERIC's.
hair alone inclusive of cut, dye & highlight amounted to about $240!
initially, the highlights were less obvious than i would have preferred, but looking at it more, i love it more!
and i kept whining to my friends about how my hair length became way shorter, but now i am increasingly loving it more too, LOL.
p/s. it was $50 more `cause i booked the director there, and he's good! and if you want some eye candy while doing your hair (expensive eye candy), you might want to go there too. LOL.

oh oh, i just worked an event at Marina Bay Sands! it's like an employee and family day thingy, with food and also bunch of games + workshops.
some fucking idiots from china pissed me off so bad.
1st day of the event i was allocated to the jewellery workshop, where people could get beads from us to make their own bracelet.
some people are so cheapskate, they went to all lengths and means to fucking steal beads.
lame excuses like 'oh my baby is over there i gotta go over there to take care of her'
and POOF, disappears with a whole cup of beads. lame shit. LAME.

2nd day i was at the game store - Cup The Ball.
some disgusting people, even tho they didn't win shit, went on and ON and ON about wanting 'consolation prizes' because they put in 'effort' to play the game.
seriously? fuck that! and fuck them.
even more disgusting were a bunch of idiots, 'so if i win, i win a night/dinner with you?'
come on man, you're fucking 30/40+ and you're not even handsome or anything. god.
the variety of idiots i see at the event, even tho i should have expected some of it, still astonished me.

MOST IMPORTANTLY, MY KNEES ARE LIKE CRIPPLED!
i know i whine a lot sometimes but about this, they're seriously giving me A LOT OF PAIN.
due to the bending down and up in the midst of retrieving balls people threw for the game.

when i got home after the event, showered, and finally sat down in pain. (my knees were literally throbbing and semi-trembling)
guess what?
i was marked by a cockroach.
i think someone sent it to assasinate me.
IT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AS SOON AS I SAT DOWN, WALKING AT A RAPID HIGH SPEED TOWARDS ME, WTF.
i got startled, i tried standing up fucking fast but my knees gave way and i landed on the floor. on my ass.
and it gets better.
THE FUCKING COCKROACH FLEW DOWN ON THE FLOOR TOO, OH GOD.
i probably looked like a fucking joke, scrambling around the floor on my ass, trying to kill it with a bunch of newspapers.
took me a freaking while till it finally went to a corner and SMASHED IT.
revenge is sweet. HA.
but still, what are the odds? seriously? -_-

people from the event are pretty nice!

!oran <3

trip w/ the girls - twins+chingmay+winnie was FUCKING AWESOME.
loved it, enjoyed it!
affirmative that they will probably be the ones i will want to go overseas w/, since we're closest!

have had like 6 driving practicals so far!
and i must say, i was petrified of stalling engine after the first 2 lessons. stalled like FUCK.
but after talking to some of my friends, and for some reason recalled the time when i started working at pasta, i sorta stopped myself feeling that 'fear' and got better, A LOT!
remembered when i first started off at pasta, so terrified of committing mistakes, furthermore i partner-ed initially w/ this not-so-nice person, who made it worse!
but well like all the same old stories:

Practice makes perfect.

I LOVE SHINee's new image in their newest album! Lucifer just came out today, if i'm not wrong the MV comes out tomorrow! CAN'T WAIT! <3 TAEMIN! and all the others too actually. xD


Manhattan for dinner tomorrow after driving! :D

ever felt like you tried your best but noone, absolutely noone is satisfied, not even an inch, about what you do, or what you have tried?

that is exactly how i feel right now.

and having this feeling right before i leave for my genting trip is just. just.

As title! After a freaking half year! :D

Watched Karate Kid w/ the twins, it was AWESOME. Jaden Smith is cute! (No, I'm NOT a pedophile)
I still <3 Taemin, BAHAHAHA. On that, saw a guy who looked like TAEMIN O_O Especially the EYES, ZOMG!

And Jaden Smith was featured in JB'S , a soundtrack of Karate Kid. Cute kids aside, I think the song is pretty good! Showcases talents Jaden possesses outside of acting - RAPPING.

Simply can't wait for New Moon , I hope it's out at Genting earlier than in Singapore, than we can watch it there. ('Celebrating' my birthday at Genting, lolol, I'll be gone 28th to 1st!)

Gonna start driving practical lessons soon, kinda looking forward to that too! :D